1/4 the way done!!

Treatment #3 down with 9 more to go! This treatment made Joel his sickest so far and has really kept him in bed a lot. They gave him some anti-nausea medicine before and during his treatment which may have contributed to more nausea this time. When I read the side effects (once we were home)they were: nausea, vomiting, loopiness and exhaustion. REALLY, I thought......and this is supposed to help him. He is starting to feel better today and since it has finally stopped raining we are going to try and go for a walk later on. He's found that if he gets outside in the evenings he sleeps better and therefore has better days.

J.J. is 100% back to normal and doing great. We just started Jace in swimming lessons and J.J. asked why he couldn't go. Earlier in the year when I asked him he said he didn't want to swim anymore, so I just dropped it. Maybe in a couple of weeks when he has a little less "sensitivity" on his side we'll start him up again.

Jace is growing to be more and more like J.J. in every way possible. He is outgoing, loud, funny and never meets a stranger. He did awesome in his first swimming lesson and wasn't scared of anything. I think he'll be swimming on his own by the end of summer...:)


We continue to get support from all angles and couldn't be more appreciative. As hard and crazy as this all has been, it's been a huge relief to know the support behind us - God bless all of you!!

Recent pictures

joel and I headed out for some time alone
starting to play again
our Easter cake
1st weekend home from hospital

Happy Easter!

Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross so we may spend eternity with you!

I can't begin to imagine how hard it was for God to send his only son to the cross to die....... It has been an emotional roller coaster for me as I've dealt with J.J.'s tumor and yet he's still alive and with me today. Thank you God for all your mercy and giving me the strength to keep my faith in you.

2 down - 10 to go. Joel had his second round of chemo this past Wednesday and is finally starting to feel better and a lot less tired. It was definitely more tiring and sick feeling this time than before, but all together way better than some have it :)

J.J.'s follow-up with his surgeon went well and his incisions are healing quickly. We aren't allowed to pick him up under his arms for 6 more weeks and sometimes he has to scream for us to remember. I'm sure you're wondering why would we need to pick up an almost 4yr old, well you'd be surprised. Anyways, all in all he's back to being our sweet, crazy, energetic, monkey.

We had a wonderful day hunting for eggs, finding kisses everywhere and playing with the boys new bucket o' soldiers the Easter bunny left......... Gotta head outside with the kids to burn off more energy before bedtime - love and miss you all!!

Surprise - WE'RE HOME!!

J.J. and I had a great morning blowing lots of bubbles(to help him expand his lungs) and playing with play-doh. We had a good breakfast and had been playing and walking all morning and were finally ready for our morning nap. That is until the doctor came to see us around noon. After pulling J.J.'s chest tube, he said we were cleared to go home. Once again, J.J. was such a trooper when they pulled the tube out. He has been the happiest little guy since we've been home and already getting back into his own routine. I was really having to work on eating/drinking with him in the hospital, but tonight he ate all his dinner and drank a ton of water. The boys were so excited to see each other, and were back to playing trains in no time. J.J.'s follow-up is next Thursday and our goal for the week is to keep him from breaking his neck now :)

Feeling great and R-O-A-R-I-N-G!!

WOW, God is great!! J.J. is doing wonderful this morning and feeling ready to head down to the playroom to play (at least for now.... :) ). Yesterday was a little hard on him and he was very sore and tired for most of the day. We were moved out of ICU yesterday evening and were able to get a decent night's rest.....you know, two good 5 hour shifts. The doctor said his lung x-ray from this morning looked perfect, and that for all practical purposes the inner wounds are closed. His chest drain is off suction, but will remain in for at least another 24 hours to continue to drain unassisted. Provided his progress with the tube continues it should come out tomorrow or Sunday, and then he will be monitored for another 24 hours before we can head home. As I was just typing the nurse came in to remove his last IV and take all breathing/heart monitors off - yippee, we are almost totally unhooked!! Since he's more mobile and will be awake more we'd love to see visitors who want to come up starting this afternoon. You can call/text me to make sure the timing is ok.

Thanks again for all the prayers, comments, care packages and support - we love you all!!

Superman is healing!

Here is a picture of our little guy just hours after his surgery - as you can tell he is doing great! Surgery lasted about 1 1/2 hrs and everything went as planned. The dr. removed the upper lung lobe with the mass through an incision smaller than 1 1/2 inches. We won't know the pathology report for several days, but the dr. isn't expecting any surprises. J.J. and I have spent most of the day relaxing in his big bed talking about his owwie being gone and when he can take his diaper off......that is his ONLY complaint. We are SO proud of him for being so tough and know he will be our crazy monkey again in a couple of days.

Joel was up here this morning for the surgery and then came back this evening to visit. He is feeling great except for being frequently tired. I know it was hard for him to leave us up here today, but we have to make sure he stays healthy and doesn't catch anything during these next months of chemo. I keep thinking if it wasn't for his positive attitude and smiley face through his surgery, J.J. wouldn't have been able to stay tough. Gotta love my strong boys!!

"Owwie" out today!!

Today is the day!! We had a great night last night and J.J. could not have been any bigger of a boy. We were admitted yesterday around 1pm and I was so nervous about how he was going to handle just hanging out in a hospital room all night. To my surprise there was a HUGE playroom (I'll get that picture on later) and child developement nurses that played with J.J. and showed him everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) about what was going to happen to him today. They gave him a little voodoo doll that he got to put IV's in, drain tubes on and even give medicine to. He knows he has an owwie in his lung that has to be removed by surgery and that he will have a cut like daddy did. I am amazed at how much he is able to comprehend about this at his age. He got his IV in last night and thinks he's being given Superman juice(saline) to make him really strong. I could go on and on about how proud I am of him.......he's really making this a lot "easier" on me.

His surgeon just came out and told us he's getting ready to start and should be done in about an hour - I'll post later on when he's out and in ICU.

Thanks again for the continuous prayers! :)


Saying bye to Jace


Chatting on the phone....


Getting ready to crash out!